Being

Is this apathy?
Or is this peace?
Hopefully one day the former will translate into the latter.
No, I call into the being, the evolution of apathy into peace.

That sort of peace that arrives unexpectedly, like today when I opened my eyes and nothing flooded back. Nothing. From thoughts the night before, from the dream...nil. It was just a comfortable moment of consciousness, just being.
Selah.



Really consider it. When was the last time you felt comfortable, just being? Not happy, not laughing but just being at peace with yourself.

Sometimes memory seems to be the burden of being, or maybe it's our emotional capacity.