depression....

i am so nervous for handbell syf.

so very nervous.
till the point when sangee ask me, '' hey i thought seven bridges was quite good'' i was like really, huh.

my nervousness has clouded my ability to think and discern. no clarity of thought.

and ive been feeling quite insecure this past few days. quite depressed but i read that all this depressing thoughts are from the devil and i have the POWER to do away with it. so aja yiying!

i hope im getting back on track with my academics. In cell on sunday we did this paper. i would be more satisfied/ happy/ fufilled( and so on....) if ........so we are supposed to fill in after the if and actually act upon it.

i should be less depressed and serious and learn to ''Cast your anxiety on Him for He cares for you." 1 Peter 5:7.