you

you are not going to spoil this week for me.

everybody needs to release their anger sometimes, I especially.

the competitiveness of you
just angers me so
you stick to the frigid edu structure
just for a drop of sugar from teachers' lips

you live to make others paranoid
and study like there's no tomorrow
you keep comparing your tests answers
get so suicidal when you are not as good

who cares what the world thinks?
who cares what others think?
yet you constantly seek approval
and continue to lose your every shred of dignity

i don't need your faux act
i don't need your innocent smile
i don't need your face-on lies
i don't need those and never will need those

everybody has feelings, yet you seem so devoid of these feelings and get too emotional over the wrong ones. and as the world seem like tidal waves, you'll continue to be those faceless people in the crowds, head in the clouds, competing by worldly standards.

where is your integrity
where is your righteousness
where is your open mindedness
where is your personality, character, where are you?

tell me exactly where are you.
in the myriad of rich colours
in the strong tsunamis that never fail to end
in the long endless sandy desert
where are you?
where were you?
where will you be?

stationary.