nothing

I dislike this icky feeling very much. It's been very long, maybe too long. It isn't bad, but it's just not right.

I need to get my life into perspective. I'm here, in this moment, in the present. Just wake up already and push yourself out of this state of inertia. FOCUS. No more excuses.

Funnys at debate yesterday. The motion was screwed up and super weighted towards prop but we still won yay! THW legalise stem cell research for therapeutic purposes. Not embryonic stem cell research but also adult, which includes organ transplant etc.

That's why I'm proud to oppose.

Brand's chicken essence guy from RJ: Precisely.
Max Fu from HCI: I'm glad you agree with me sir.

David Crawshaw: The placenta is bigger than the embryo that's why it has more stem cells.
Everybody's reaction: ??? HAHA.

Sarah Yip: He tried to make it seem all very funny.

our seniors are phenomenal! I will try my best to THINK on the floor, to strive to keep improving to be a good debater! :)

Something in the conversation yesterday got me thinking. What do I have to fall back on? Which friends? Where is my safety net? Also, I realize how much the stress would be once I go to JC without my Os cert. Nothing to fall back on. As- its then or nothing. And really, how many As can I get in A levels? But anyway, thanks Rachel for listening to me despite your sickness:)

Financial Lit was fun. Cashflow was crazy with mass spamming of stocks especially $1 ones! My Bkry! I quite enjoyed making cards and selling my apple to Evan for $5 fake money, it's crunchy, right! I like the cute bunnies Val's group made.

Listening to Rachael Yamagata- I wish you love, now. I missed her on Wed @ Mosaic. I'm hitting my head against the keyboard for missing her concert again. 2 times she came already, and I didn't go. There will be a third time, and if Feist comes, I'm gonna pon school in a jiffy to watch her sing in her lovely deep sleep-inducing voice!

Before I end this post, I would like to remind myself and others to have a spirit of thankfulness through this week, which Joaquim shared about in cell.
Hence Veggie Tales! (Mel and I were singing many veggie tales song during finan lit, haha)

I thank God for this day

For the sun in the sky

For my mom and my dad

For my piece of apple pie!

For our home on the ground

For His love that's all around

That's why I say thanks every day!

Because a thankful heart is a happy heart!

I'm glad for what I have

Thats an easy way to start!

For the love that He shares

'Cause He listens to my prayers

That's why I say thanks every day!