alive

Yiying is alive. YEA she is.
This few weeks have been a whirlwind.
I don't want to go through the emotional turmoil of depicting it in vivid detail coz it hasn't be all that ideal.
I wanna thank Joy for the 18:22 call today. My FIRST enjoyable bus ride.

I want that passion for learning. I hate the way they do it here, the same as any ordinary school. MUG MUG MUG. Where's the difference in style? The difference in learning? I don't see it and it isn't worth making the change.

Tomorrow is phy and la test day. Gonna sleep early so I can concentrate tmr. The last week of july and 1st week of august always seems to be busy.

My ankle is well, well.( i hope). I've tripped countless times already. Down the stairs ( missing a step)=3, Over a stupid drain=1. The hurting part is still there and I seriously hope the doctor didn't operate on the wrong part *gasp*.
Removing stitches was well, well. I was looking away. And while the nurse was like twisting and turning the thread to get it out of my stubborn skin, I thought of globular proteins or proteins trying to be most stable in their secondary structure by twisting and turning into a specific shape. Way to go. The other day while Joy was smsing me and saying 0H! I thought of hydroxide immediately. Too much chem, but I screwed it up anyway.

I just realised I lost my split. I guess I KNEW it all along but was just living in denial. Well, now its confirmed. It hurts. I'm gonna train my abs. And maybe go on a very strict diet. What if all my muscles -> fats and the reverse process is near impossible? Some bio person pls confirm this is NOT true. Oh yucks.

Calvin and Hobbes:
Calvin: (daydreaming, as usual)
Mrs Wormwood: Calvin, what state did you live in? (referring to geographical location of the state in America)
Calvin: In a state of denial
Mrs Wormwood: Well, I can't argue with that.

BIG sista left for hall. She stole the gerbil from the car and left in her room. BOO. No more boings in the car anymore.

I really want tomorrow to be perfect. Do it for me.

Count your blessings!
:)