Tuesday, May 1, 2007

changing paths

at the crossroads

i now fully see the weight of my decisions

it is so tough to not know where each path leads.before you know it wham.. its like a whole new universe u are sucked into and u are pushed along into a foreign place.
i am just afraid that i will make the wrong decisions and i can't turn back.
I am applying for Victoria Integrated Programme. The education system is great and i will have many opportunities to go overseas to see the environment there. It is my greatest dream to get a scholarship to go overseas and study.
BUT
i can't bear to leave cedar handbell. or cedar for that matter.
since primary school it has been my dream to go cedar. why would i want to leave?
cedar handbell - we can get gold for the syf and appeal to the eyes of the judges.
im just a foolish girl with too ambitious dreams.


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