staying at home

there is a bbq at east coast, handbell mini outing at plaza sing and good ole me is staying at home to study for the maths olympiad competition tmr!

im not complimenting myself or whatever but i wish i could go to either one.
sometimes i tell myself to live a little.i lost the ability to relax with my hectic schedule. every single thing i do have educational value. i feel irritated when i procrastinate, can u believe it?
so abnormal, so abnormal , yiying.

oh well im weird i accept it.

these holidays are packed with... nothingness other than the occassional handbell practice and er...er...i can't think of anything. i think i will go mad.
i want to go for church camp, mission trip, take classes, volunteer at a bethel student care.
but i cun got for church camp coz my mum thought it would have clashed with our holiday to malaysia.
i cun go for mission trip coz it clashes with piano exam
should i take classes? cha cha or something. maybe sign language.
should i volunteer? its like quite mean only when i do have time do i go to volunteer.

all i know is that i should pack my schedule coz i cun just do nothing

live a little