bored

i need refreshing rain to pour down on me and wake me up.

anyway, have been looking for holiday classes and guess what. the classes they offer for teens at community clubs have no variety. and there are like only 10 and thrice the no. for children and adults. what happened to my generation i wonder.

my mum thinks i m mad and wants me to relax. can anyone describe the feeling of RELAXING to me. that wld be great, yeah. i'll try to feel that way. just describe it in the best way u can.

yesterday went to macs and ate dinner. somehow everytime i chomp on a fry i just imagine my digestive system digesting the fry and clogging up my arteries with cholesterol. im dead serious.
somehow i have this gut feeling that with the food we are eating, diabeties and tumors are going to be excessively common in the future. for me im just gonna try to stay healthy.

aim: to train for 2.4 km and improve my timing.

currently reading: cut and run by jeff abbott.
" A gap-toothed man next to me asked me what i do, flirting way too early in the morning. I want to say I abandoned my family, killed my rotton mean lover and stole his money. You? You sell insurance? That's fascinating. "